Has the world gone hysterically mad? Britney’s on track with her new album, just recently the peso hit an all time high since 2000 as it landed 41php against a dollar, my pores are getting a tad bit smaller than what I used to nag about and guess who scored an HP laptop as an early Christmas gift *wink*. So okay maybe the world really is round as the voyage of Magellan proved to us so, does that mean that it is well rounded?
I have been spacing out on my life and the mileage has gone out in leagues. There is just nothing about me to be wild about. I haven’t been writing much, no recent artwork, no books to read, no new music to bop on, nothing! Puff! Gone… why does everything just keeps on bee-bopping in and out of my life? I know I don’t have much on the, uhh, hmm, “chest” department but sheesh I don’t look like a doormat! But why does everything seem to just walk all over, walk past and stomp all over me? I feel like everyone I know has something new up their sleeve and that I am always lagging behind. There are times that I think I can do a better job than some people but the feeling just swirls in my head, playing on me like a broken record, repeating itself only to remind me that laziness will overcome me again. Once again I am defeated.
I have always said to my self that my worst trait is being lazy, but why don’t I get lazy on being lazy? If you think about it, it kinda seems like my best trait is being lazy. Well, I hope not! But why did I have the urge to type this blah blah blah down? Maybe the inner [I mean way inside, embedded deep within] hard-working, inspired and winner me still lives on. Here I go again with the multiple personality shit. Just so you guys know, I think I am bi-polar. And no, its not the same as a freakin polar bear.
Im a loser who keeps on trying.
Maybe I should move to the north pole with other polar creatures.
~jazzy
