mixing and mingling with whats real and whats not

    Has the world gone hysterically mad? Britney’s on track with her new album, just recently the peso hit an all time high since 2000 as it landed 41php against a dollar, my pores are getting a tad bit smaller than what I used to nag about and guess who scored an HP laptop as an early Christmas gift *wink*. So okay maybe the world really is round as the voyage of Magellan proved to us so, does that mean that it is well rounded?

   
    I have been spacing out on my life and the mileage has gone out in leagues. There is just nothing about me to be wild about. I haven’t been writing much, no recent artwork, no books to read, no new music to bop on, nothing! Puff! Gone… why does everything just keeps on bee-bopping in and out of my life? I know I don’t have much on the, uhh, hmm, “chest” department but sheesh I don’t look like a doormat! But why does everything seem to just walk all over, walk past and stomp all over me? I feel like everyone I know has something new up their sleeve and that I am always lagging behind. There are times that I think I can do a better job than some people but the feeling just swirls in my head, playing on me like a broken record, repeating itself only to remind me that laziness will overcome me again. Once again I am defeated.

   
    I have always said to my self that my worst trait is being lazy, but why don’t I get lazy on being lazy? If you think about it, it kinda seems like my best trait is being lazy. Well, I hope not! But why did I have the urge to type this blah blah blah down? Maybe the inner [I mean way inside, embedded deep within] hard-working, inspired and winner me still lives on.  Here I go again with the multiple personality shit. Just so you guys know, I think I am bi-polar. And no, its not the same as a freakin polar bear.

   
    Im a loser who keeps on trying.
Maybe I should move to the north pole with other polar creatures.

    ~jazzy

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