rumbled, jumbled, scrambled version 1.5

December 27th, 2006 by bitingnailsisfun

| verbal abuse inflicts a more devastating damage than physical abuse.
think about this:

[physical] bleeding: your wounded and blood starts to gush out of you like crazy. you bleed and bleed until your either given the proper treatment or your blood runs out and your dead. when your dead, at least the pain is gone.
[verbal/emotional] crying: after hearing a machine gun of foul words, tears will immediately flow. you cry and cry. you cry until your out of tears, you cry until you start crying your saliva, you cry until you start crying your urine, you cry until your all cried out and all those tears turn into eye crud and start to block your eyes until you can’t see anymore. and yet the pain still remains, running frantically inside of you. running, racing, winning!
[physical] screams of terror: we scream not because it is an initial reaction to pain but deep down we shout because we want someone to hear us, we want to be saved. and eventually help comes and saves the day.
[verbal/emotional] sobs of silence: fear consumes us. its like when we accidentally press a non-existing channel on our TV [for example channel zero] all this little black and white and gray dots appear, running around like their on cocaine or something and we hear a sound but we can’t really translate what that is but we know were on the wrong channel and even if we turn down the volume you can still hear that fucking sound…even if you think it kept silent. the sound won’t be completely contained, it’s just probably muffled.
…being abused verbally is no laughing matter!
so fuck you!ha-ha…

| if I’m a dude, will i think that my mustache is sexy and pattern my life to the great hairy faced men that we know of? like, val sotto, Hitler, Confucius, Elmo, hulk hoggan…God??

| you know on websites there are always advertisements? well while making this post there is an ad on "create your own free zwinky" [wtf is a zwinky?]…i just realized i kept looking at it for like every 10 seconds! damn you zwinky’s and your ability to change your look while maintaining a hand-on-waist pose! curses!!!! [and look the clothes are sparkling too!]

there is no-L in Laugher
    there is no-L in Life
    there is no-L in Listen
    there is no-L in Lambing
    there is no-L in Luck
    there is no-L in Lesson
    there is no-L in Love
…hey it seems like you’re everywhere! and guess what there is even no-L in jazeLyn. THERE IS NO-L IN
ME!!!hahahahaha…

Editor’s note:
why version 1.5?because in my previous friendster account i posted a random thoughts entry and that was version 1. this is version 1.5 because its not quite a number 2 version because its in my new account…kaya 1.5 lang!ang gulo ko noh?hehehe…